Destruction of the disgusting ugly hate

When I was born, doctor said "it's a girl" and since this time in the civil register I am a woman. So I have a lot of dolls because I liked it, and my mother told me a thousand times: "be careful, nobody must touch you" and gave me a long long hair, and my father didn't like when I cut it. So I entered to school and I had to wear skirt (and my partners said "sube la leche" and lifted it, so I had to accuse them with the teacher. 

Also I had to wear jumper and when I ran, it unpicked. The jumper put me on one side of the line.

I didn't make a lot of friends but I went to every party and I drunk and slept with someone who touched my body, sometimes I fingered being slept but he touched me same, I've not learned how say no. Another times friends holt my hair while I vomited and I danced all night long.

Sometimes strangers scream to me and said to me things, sometimes they touch me, sometimes they watch me, sometimes they get insults by me and sometimes they don`t give anything.

THATS one thing that I hate, I hate binarian categories and the need to be something (like man or woman) so someone have the power to be violent or to be raped, outraged all life or both.

I hate how being considered woman (even you don`t have the fuckin' idea what is but a role and unnatural) make your body property of anyone, an object of desire, and teach how accept it. I hate this practices and this ideology.